you know what i wish?

i wish that people here weren't such assholes on purpose that they would assume i would be one too. because it helps to create a lot of the miscommunication that seems to plague me. and for the record, i have always admitted that i am poor at communicating my thoughts and feelings into the written word. it just irritates me that people assume automatically that i am being a pompous ass when really that isn't my point. and then when i realize that people are thinking like that and i try to clarify, a lot of people then assume i must be 'two-stepping'. i will admit when i am wrong and i always have here. i immediately replied to all people assuming that i was trying to insult hp by characterizing it as 'childish' with "that's not an insult". when rock quoted the dictionary reference that childish is indeed meant to be used as an insulting characterization, then i immediately reclassified it as 'childlike' (somehow that seems improper to me, but rock is the editor). so, what i am trying to say is this. yes, i am a pompous ass who believes that her beliefs are right. as i have said to you before, of course i do, otherwise why would i believe them? but, i usually am not trying to insult anyone here and when i do, i will freely admit it. so, please, stop taking everything i say from that perspective and maybe it would help my miscommunication issues somewhat (as i continue to work on them from my end). and, finally, it is really irritating to me when people jump on others here for opinions about frivolous things (things that are not really important, like your opinion of a movie or a game or a book). you have your opinion, i have mine, there is no right answer, imo.